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Hate that I love U

I hate that I still hug my pillow every night when I'm sleeping.


I hate how I hang on to every word you say to me...replaying it over & over in my head.

I hate how my mind deceits me into thinking you care.

I hate knowing in my heart I can never have you but the feeling of love never leaves.

I hate how I anticipate your words to me.

I hate that I have obssessive tendencies and I cannot let go of you.

I hate the fact that I think of you 1,000 time a day.

I hate that if I don't talk to you for days it seems like years.

I hate that I'm jealous of you.

I hate that you act like I'm invisible.

I hate how much I know about you.

I hate how attached to you I've become.

I hate how I fear I will never get passed this.

I hate how I can see you've moved on & I'm still in pain.

I hate how I have to be all or nothing.

I hate how I cannot be with someone else because you hold my heart in your hands.

I hate that I love with every inch of my body.

I hate knowing I would give my life for just one touch of your hand.

I hate seeing couples in love...wishing that was us.

I hate knowing I would give you the world but I'll never have that chance.

I hate how people think "Ahhh...everyone gets their heart broken!!" They just don't know, 20 years from now, I'll be writing these same words as if it happened yesterday.

I hate that I find some part of you in every place I go.

I hate that I need you & no one but you can fullfill that need.

I hate how similar we are & how you understand me more than anyone.

I hate my mind for not putting you in that box in my head that keeps all the things I can't deal with.

I hate that my mum asks about you but doesn't even know you....and I don't know how to answer her.

I hate that I dream of you often.

I hate that I still keep our photos & act 15 years old when I talk to you and you say I'm childish.

I hate that I cannot find any wrong in you because I will forget it.

I hate that I am so happy when I see you smile that I feel like crying.

I hate how I give you control over me.

I hate that I would give you all the time in a day & you give me none.

I hate that I truly love you & you don't love me because you said you hate me.

I hate missing you every single day.

I hate that I cannot move on---- I CANNOT get passed this but I will try my best.

I hate loving & getting no love in return.

I hate that I have cried more for you than any one person in my life.

I hate that I long for you & only you.

I hate that I love you.

I hate that all of this is for nothing because you won't read this and my blog anyways!!!

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虽说爱的反面就是恨，往往恨的不是他人，而是自己。。
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